Hey Everyone!

Well life is moving so fast now. I completed and submitted my first paper for publication to the Privacy Enhancing Technologies (PETS) conference on February 8th, and since I have been playing catchup with all my other commitments. The first of which was to take care of my wife! We had a lovely full day (I didn’t do any work or school stuff at all) of just spending time together and relaxing. It was wonderful! I have also embarked on several new adventures: working on a team of three to develop our advanced operating systems project, the same with a partner for my advanced distributed systems course, research for my advisor, another fellowship application, UIUC recruiting stuff this week,  daddy classes, baby holding, and missing of lost ones. It has been a crazy adventure and will only get even more crazy.

Garbanzo is 34 weeks old today (well pre-birth age of course). He is due in only 6 weeks! Wooooo hooooo! I’m so excited. This is one of the most magical and amazing things to ever happen, and I cannot wait. It is going to be a huge ball of joy and intensity as we (our family) attempt to figure out how to do grad school, have a baby, and make time for mommy and daddy. The daddy class was so cool. As a dad there have been points during the pregnancy where the reality of things reached the next higher level, almost like a set of stairs. You get to one level and stay there for a while. Then something happens and the reality level goes up one. For example, it was really amazing when we found out we were pregnant; then when we heard Garbanzo’s heartbeat for the first time; then when we saw Garbanzo for the first time; when he kicked for the first time, and on the story goes. Well, the daddy class was surely one of these times, and it got me so excited!

Another thing that’s been on my heart a lot lately is the loss of Yume. We recently passed his 1 year anniversary, and it was very awkward. I didn’t really know what/how the best way to grieve was, what was okay, how far we should go back and remember, but I think we were just fine in what we did. We spent time remembering and crying about our sweet baby. It is interesting how we are given grace to go as far as we can in dealing with life and then things are held at peace (e.g., we didn’t process everything right when it happened last year). When we spent time a few weeks ago, everything opened up again and we started dealing with new stuff. I am really excited though. It has been really sad for the past couple of weeks, but I feel like I processed some things that were hindering my connection with Garbanzo. I never want to forget Yume, but at the same time I’m still a daddy and so I never want that loss to detract from my other children. It is very hard dealing with issues like am I moving on and leaving Yume behind, is Garbanzo not getting enough love because we are afraid of losing him? But, after we spent time remembering Yume, I really feel like I have been able to move past some of these things, and my connection with Garbanzo has increased a lot.

Well, that was a brief life update!

Thanks,

nathan

Well, I have been pretty much incognito for the past week due to my first attempt at submitting (it was just an attempt to submit for a chance to publish) a paper to a conference. The punchline to the story: I failed to complete the paper in time. It is extremely disappointing to work so hard for something and see it come to no where, vaporize into thin air if you will. I have been working about 14-17 hour days for the past week. It is truly amazing how much we can achieve given the right motivation. I didn’t know I could live reasonably off of so little sleep, although, I will not be making it a habit to get 3 hours of sleep every night. Even though I kept working under such conditions next time I will be better prepared (maybe I can’t say this, one thing I should learn is it never goes how you think) for the amount of work.

It is important to note that I was almost completed the paper. I have now learned and am in the process of sorting out how to handle time management of huge deadlines for the future. Read on for a description of the events.

Summary of Events

I would like to provide a brief description of what happened so everyone can know what I’ve been up to for the last week.

My team and I worked really hard last semester on this research as a class project. When we completed the semester our T.A. and prof suggested that we continue on with the work because they thought it had the potential to get a publication.I was in awe at that suggestion, I couldn’t believe that something I did could be publishable. Now of course that is the goal of going to grad school, but hey, I’m still just a small guy trying to get his first publication.

So essentially what happened was that everyone went their way for break and left the project. When we got back I had emailed the T.A. for suggestions on conferences to aim for. He sent me an email with several upper level ones, and suggested we make an attempt. The only problem with this was that some of the most desirable conferences had due dates in February, and we only had a crude implementation completed, as well as no data or experimentation yet. So off we went frantically trying to collect data an analyze it for the best results.

One thing that happened during this initial phase of work was that we didn’t have an advisor to help guide us. I was basically pushing the research forward with no idea of what to focus on. With this being my first publication attempt I felt really hesitant to move forward. I was unsure of wether we were spending our time on the right stuff and extremely unsure of some assumptions we were making for our research to work. Thankfully about a week ago I finally got some time with my professor and we discussed the project. To be honest that came to nothing, primarily, because we didn’t get the paper written on time, but it was still a huge hurdle. The same day I also met with our T.A., and he provided me with loads of good questions and topics that we should cover. After this confirmation of a direction I became really motivated to get working on the project. I started reading the previous research papers and started to see how our work was really novel. I noticed how the assumptions we were making in our research were the same assumptions that previous works had made, and not only did we have the same assumptions but our research improved on some of them.

As I started to read more of the previous works I really got excited and convinced that we had the “good stuff.” That we were guaranteed a publication. Hmm… no publication without a submission though . Nevertheless we charged on with renewed vigor. I was reading and writing our paper while my teammates were writing code to collect the thousands of data observations we would need to be successful.

Time-wise in the story we have gotten to Sunday, and still hadn’t collected any data. The paper was moving along smoothly, but it would hit a wall very soon without results. I incorrectly allowed myself to take time to work on the paper when I should have focused on the data collection code. Well, it turned out that on Monday one of the students became to busy to work on the project and I took the load of writing the code. So I spent several days frantically trying and testing out tons of methods to collect this data. Eventually on Wednesday night I had code it up and running on several machines collecting the data. This was an amazingly Euphoric feeling! I had made it! We were going to succeed because by the next morning we would have the stuff! See the image below for my data collection sweetness. Neat huh?

Well, that feeling faded fast as Thursday afternoon rolled along and we received our first set of results: 4% success rate!!!! I wanted to cry. At this point I really started doubting whether or not we could get done on time, but I pressed onward. I performed some analysis and improved our results to 23%, which was more than enough to push for the submission. The last day (yesterday) was a tumultuous attempt to collect these results and perform additional tests while writing the paper. The code to perform our experiments took a long time to figure out. I didn’t really start writing the final portions of the paper until 5pm, the paper was due at 1:59 a.m..

Throughout the rest of the night I went back and forth asking myself if I should continue to try and get done. I knew very easily that I wouldn’t be submitting my best writing, and that was unnerving. I didn’t really think it was wise to submit a poorly written piece of work. It was extremely frustrating though to have put forth such huge efforts and come up with no submission. At 2 a.m. I finally put the typing away and went to bed.

Lessons Learned

Throughout the process I have learned a lot of new things. I will be parsing these as I go along over the next several weeks, but I thought it would be a great idea to capture some of them right now.

• Time management.
• Results FIRST before you start writing the paper.
• It always takes longer than you expect on a tight schedule. Thus, plan less and start earlier.
• Getting bad results suck.
• Keep pushing even when it looks bad, and importantly when it looks good.
• Knowing when the data you have is enough, and setting a stopping point that will provide enough time to make conclusions and write the paper.

Summing It Up

This week was insane. I learned so much about my abilities to focus and work hard and how failure really sucks. I’m going to provide forthcoming posts that will discuss some of the lessons learned from this past two weeks, as well as some philosophical debate on whether or not one should submit a work that is poor in quality. These are in general more broad grad school questions that deserver their own post. In fact I had intended to place them in this post, but as the length grew I have decided to take them out and give my readers a break!

Oh, and as an astute reader pointed out, not all is lost. I have two more upcoming conferences to submit to, and now I have the right amount of time to get the paper where I really want it.

If you have done research or dealt with deadlines like this, let me know how you handled these types of issues.

Have you ever made a commitment to do something you really want to do but can’t quite get over the hump with it? Examples of these activities include: exercising, practicing an instrument, learning new skills, school, or practically anything that requires a high level of intensity and sacrifice in order to achieve your goals. Quite often we set high goals for ourselves and begin the daunting task of making those things routine in our lives. Once something becomes routine it is easy to do without any focus or effort, but its hard to get there. In this post I hope to identify a primary reason why we have so much trouble succeeding at these commitments, give an example from my life of this, and then discuss how to fix the problem.

The Problem

So you have a goal. In this example we will use working out, but it really can be anything that requires constant determination and effort. Your goal is to work out four days a week for an hour each session. You know this will get you into shape and you believe you can do it with ease. Now that you have established a goal, you start doing it. You very quickly realize how much work is required to keep at it, eventually missing a few workout sessions here and there until you don’t go at all.

What happened here? One of the major problems that occurs with our commitments is that we have a false assumption at how good we will be at a given task. For example the person who made the above commitment hadn’t worked out in a long time, and an hour four days a week was a lot of work, but they thought they could do it easily. The false expectation of their abilities caused them to commit to something that was beyond their will power. The commitment and expectation effectively raised the bar of entry for the task to become routine. The higher this bar of entry is the harder it is to mentally overcome the barrier.

What happens next is that the failure causes a peson to begin to doubt themselves. Their confidence in the own will power becomes so low by all of the failures that they expect to fail at all of their commitments.

The goal of this post is to identify areas in your life where you have raised the bar too high, so that you can focus on creating realistic expectations thus lowering the bar.

Real World Example: Me

I want efficiency! I want to be as efficient as possible at everything in my life (productivity, work out, school). I create higher bars by expecting high efficiency from all the tasks I complete in a day. I will introduce two examples from my life where this caused me to fail over and over again, and that when I eventually created realistic expectations I won.

Bicycle Commuting: I live about 5 miles from school. I have been trying to bike/exercise at least 5 days a week for the past two years. I finally realized that my desire to always be the best was raising the bar so high that I could never consistently ride my bike. I realized that I expected to be at school within 20 minutes. I had broken the barrier twice and I created an expectation of completing my journey within 20 seconds or so of that mark. To bike to school in 20 minutes required a lot of strenuous effort, which was a turn off to me. When I finally realized that this is what stopped me from biking I set a more realistic expectation for “tired nathan” at 25 minutes per ride. Once I made this realization I immediately started riding more often, even when I was tired. This was a revolutionary change in my life because I no longer felt like I had to strive so hard. It was better for me to lower the bar and work out consistently than to demand a high cost and quit to quickly.

Time scheduling: I always wanted to be right on time (I still do!). This caused me to plan on arriving at a location about 1 minute till the meeting or whatever started. It also made me overestimate my ability to accomplish a task quickly. Last semester I constantly set up expected times for studying, and when it would take two or three times as long I would get upset with myself and lack of effort. The truth was that it wasn’t for a lack of effort, but because I expected more from me than I was able to give.

Solution: Set Realistic Expectations

The person in the above example should set a goa for themselves at three times a week for a half an hour, and if that doesn’t work out go with two times a week. The key is for that person to identify what it is about the task that is making the bar too high.

Start looking at goals or tasks in your life that you want to do and just can’t quite accomplish. Ask yourself,

• Am I being honest with how long this will take?
• Am I expecting too much effort from myself?
• Can I relax the requirement to accomplish this activity in terms of time and or effort?
• How far do I need to lower the entry bar to be consistent at it?

Life isn’t about making one big change. Its about being in a constant state of transformation into something better. One cannot hope to be transforming huge things in a not time. We must realize this and set our expectations where we can honestly work hard, but still not be overwhelmed by the task. It is more important to do a task at a low level than to not do it at all. You must identify what it is that makes it too hard for you and fix it in some way. This requires you to be brutally honest with yourself. Have fun!

Let me know of your successes and failures as you try this.

-nathan

Well, I haven’t blogged in about four to five months, and would like to start things off again with a post about a new routine I am attempting to incorporate into my daily life.

I have a terrible time waking up when my alarm goes off in the morning. My wife can tell you of her rude awakening to my morning snooziness when we first got married. I was generally a five to six time snoozer in the morning. She on the other hand had and still has the ability to get up on the first ring. Over the past few years I have thought of numerous ways to either fix the problem or presented arguments for its validity in my life. Currently, I’ve only improved my wake up number of snoozes to three, and even then I usually sit in bed for twenty to thirty minutes after the snoozing has finished.

In light of my recent hardships as a first year grad student, I have realized that I must start my days more focused and productive. Too often last semester I would get up mid morning (9-ish), but then start studying around 11 to 12. Therefore, I am resolved to test out waking up every morning at six o’clock. I am going to commit to this habit for a total of thirty days and test its effectiveness in my life.

In order to carry out my new wake up routine I have done what any great grad schooler does: google it! I read a few blogs [http://www.stevepavlina.com and http://studysuccessful.com] about how to wake up in the morning when you want to. I decided that I would give these methods a try and report my findings here. Steve Pavlina gives a detailed set of posts about the intricacies of the method. Study Successful describes a simplified version of the Pavlina Posts. If you have the time they are worth the read.

Onto the wake up routine! The approach is simple: practice waking up while you are focused and alert a bunch of times. For me this meant the following:

1. Get into night clothes
2. Set my alarm for approximately three minutes ahead of the current time
3. Get into bed and attempt to relax
4. When the alarm goes off turn it off
5. Perform a routine of stretching and getting out of bed
6. Stretch my legs
7. Use the restroom and go to the kitchen (I didn’t actually use the restroom every time, but stood there for a bit to simulate the time spent in the bathroom)

The purpose of the exercise is to train your brain and body to perform the set routine when it hears the alarm rather than allow your mind to give its suggestions about whether or not you should wake up. This brings up a very important concept that I have bought into over the past few years, which is muscle memory. I play guitar and am very focused on being one of the best guitarist. Playing guitar has several facets, but the most essential is the ability to let your muscles memorize the correct way to do a task, and let them do it automatically without brain intervention. This requires extensive practice. I will post more about this later, but for now suffice it so say that the practice routine above is set to accomplish the same tasks of muscle memory for my morning sleepy brain.

The reason why it’s important to practice this is that so often our morning brains are too sleepy. This morning brain doesn’t remember the important reason why we need to get up, or rather it finds it very easy to reason why we don’t need to get up. My morning brain convinces me that I can afford to sleep a little longer. This is toughest or nearly impossible when I have no immediate reason to get up in the morning. When I have a scheduled appointment my morning brain has less arguing authority, but when I have not appointments I sleep until my morning brain is done complaining about how it needs to stay in the comfy bed.

I performed eight repetitions of the above exercise in my first practice session and employed it into my routine the next day. The result, it actually worked. The first morning my alarm failed to go off, but I looked at my clock at about 6:15 and said I’m going to do this and started the routine. It was awesome because once I started stretching I was out of bed within a minute or two without any thinking or reasoning. This is a tremendous success because I am so terrible with getting out of bed when I don’t have to. I am very impressed!

I will be honest I think I need one or two more practice sessions to really engrain the routine into my morning muscle memory, but I think that it is well worth the effort. I will report back as to the effectiveness of the routine as I get further along into it.

If you really want to start waking up on time, take a look at the aforementioned blogs or just follow the simple method laid out in this article. Exercise your morning wake up routine several times in order to really get it engrained into your morning. Let me know if it works for you!

Okay so I just posted on the new move, now for the thing that has taken up most of my life for the past week and a half.

I wanted to write a little bit about my experiences in the first few weeks of grad school, and reflect on what I expected in coming here.

The first thing to say is that I had no idea how much activity grad school would involve. My question this past spring as a pre-grad student was always, “What will my daily schedule look like? Will it require 20 hours of research and 2 classes? … etc.” I have since realized that those are not the right questions to ask. If you are really wanting to get an idea of how grad school is from the perspective of being an undergraduate student you must realize that the grad school life is a tremendous paradigm shift. I tried to understand grad school from a perspective of how many hours I would work, and have realized that the grad school experience doesn’t fit into a certain number of hours a week, it completely fills every minute minute of your life. .

With that said it isn’t bad, and you do have time for a lot of other things, but the idea is that when you are in graduate school you are applying yourself to your dreams. You are getting to do what you want to do. Instead of being told do this so you can get a job where people tell you what to do, you are asked, “what interests you?”

Another thing that changes is that to be a grad student means you adhere to a much higher standard than  you did in undergrad. You can skip pre-requisites for courses because you are expected to either know the information before class or learn it on your own. The great and awesome aspect of this is that it is your choice. You are responsible. No one else. I know that the difference between high school and undergrad is a similar one, but the jump from undergrad to grad is an order of magnitude higher.

So to sum up this concept, in grad school you work hard, but you become so motivated about that work that it isn’t bad. It’s like if you want to be a professional video game player what are you going to do? Play tons of video games! You will not be very good to start and spend tons of time at it, but in the end its extremely rewarding (don’t know about that part yet, but the mere suggestion of such an outcome fascinates me). Of course there are some lines that must conform too, but overall it is so freeing.

As per the last paragraph I have found shifting into grad school extremely easy and soooooo rewarding. I have been reading more than I ever did in my undergraduate years. I skipped a class and went to the library and read tons of pages the week before school. Why? Because I didn’t know the information and wanted to. No one made me, or said I should. I wanted to do and did. Soooo sweet! I have found the experience so far to be extremely freeing. This freedom has helped me to be motivated. Its hard work but great. My schedule has been drastically changed… Right now I basically follow this schedule:

• 7:30 Am get up
• 8:30 leave for school on bike
• 9-6ish: go to classes, workout, research, and meetings at school
• 6-9ish: hang with audrey
• 9:30ish to 12: do more work

Its been crazy, but awesome!

To sum up it is a crazy ride, and one that isn’t for those who aren’t prepared or that don’t really want to do grad school. I hope this post serves two purposes: 1) to remind myself of the feelings I had before coming to grad school, and 2) to open the minds of potential grad students so that they can ask the right questions in determining whether or not to pursue grad school, and which school fits them best.

As usual thanks for reading!

-Nathan

Hello All!

I know that I have yet to post in looooong time (specially in the blog world). I would like to start being more posty, and will start tonight.

An update on life…

We moved to Champaign-Urbana (always want to say Urbana-Champaign due to the whole UIUC thing) a little over a month ago. We were vigorously preparing for our journey the month before so that explains the lack of blog action. We are currently now getting settled in nicely. The house is almost all the way moved in (2 br, wash and dryer util room, garage, 1100 sq foot condo). We have several photos to hang, a few pieces of furniture to buy, and my portion of the office must be finished.

When we get further along I hope to create a post here with lots and lots of cool photos.

Audrey and I are getting to know the town pretty well now (it isn’t big). We have found our new Sunday date place (and new a priori to to coming to Champaign) in Panera. Oh my gosh! Panera is so amazing. If it only had good coffee it would be the best. I have yet to find a place to purchase my coffee beans from, mostly due to the amazing gift we received just before leaving town (a pound of tanzanian peaberry from Moons). There are parks everywhere here. We can go about 1/2 mile in two directions and come upon huge parks. Really cool. We live right across the street from a corn field and soy beans! Awesome!

I established my bike route to school, and ridden almost every day I go to school. In a similar vain I have found the ARC (rec facility at uiuc) to be an amazing place to work out. I have been lifting consistently now for a few weeks . The bike route is roughly 5 miles and takes around 20 minutes one way.

We are still trying to figure out the best places to hang and eat and get coffee at and all the other things you like to do in the city you know and love. We found this amazing yogurt place with some new friends last Saturday. It was amazing. You get a cup and put as much yogurt and toppings you want in it, and then they weigh it to tell you your price. For some reason mine was almost twice the cost of Audrey’s… oh well.

On one other note, I have recently started using the GTD methods as written in David Allen’s book on GTD. It has been an extremely interesting process to look into. I think in the future I will implement it more fully, but for now the demands on my life are not quite high enough to use it in its fullness, but I can say that it has already made my organization of tasks and projects and filing so much easier and more efficient.

I wil be posting more about the grad school part of life in another post, so don’t worry about lacking that exposition.

For now I will finish. I hope this website becomes more useful as we use it more to post on life and stuff. Thanks for reading!

-Nathan

Lately, or rather for my whole life, I have been extremely spotty with getting up when I want to in the morning. I am so bad that my habits have caused and adaptation in my wife to the snooze lifestyle.With that said it has been increasingly frustrating not getting to work when I want to over the past few months. There are usually a lot of things that I need/want to accomplish in a given day, and if I get up too late it doesn’t happen. One thing that I have been trying to make routine is an exercise regiment with weight lifting at least 3 times a week. I don’t think I have achieved 3 times a week in over a year. One of the biggest reasons for that failure is lack of early start time in the day. I have flirted with the possibility of getting up early and working out to start the day off, but I can’t get up on time to make that a viable option. So I have been left with hoping I get up early enough to allow afternoon workout time.

This morning was exceptionally annoying in that I actually got up at 6:15, but couldn’t leave on time. I have always been peeved with my inability to be consistent at waking up. The reason why I’m ranting is because today, and I don’t even know how I got there, I found an interesting blog article about waking up when you want to. The article is  http://www.stevepavlina.com/blog/2006/04/how-to-get-up-right-away-when-your-alarm-goes-off/ by Steve Pavlina. This article gives a really awesome technique to change our bodies to wake up when the alarm goes off. The essential component to his method is muscle memory. The article is definitely worth the read.

The Method: train your body to physically do what you want when you want. When we allow our brain to control whether we get up with the first alarm or not we are allowing an untrusted source the opportunity to change what we really want. Yes, our brain works against us in the morning. The reason why our brain can’t be trusted is due to the fact that it is usually still extremely sleepy when the alarm goes off. This makes us more susceptible to the nagging excuses we always have for being lazy. Mine is… hmm… its so nice here in bed, and Audrey really wants me to stay, and I can sleep a little longer and be on time… my body must need sleep since I’m not getting up right away… and whatever other junk I come up with. Steve’s article offers practical advice on how to change your alarm waking habits.

The basic premise is to practice waking up with the alarm. You create an environment where you really aren’t asleep, but simulate sleeping and waking to the alarm. By doing this 3-10 times per training session, and for a few training sessions you can make progress on your waking habits. You really should read the article because Steve articulates the method much better than I do. I buy into this technique because I have been and athlete my whole life and know how important muscle memory is, and in addition to that I have played guitar for several years and learned muscle memory is a key component there as well. So, I really think this method should work. It is really simple.

The reason for me posting this article is that I’m wondering how getting serious about my wake up time will help my daily productivity and natural rhythm during the day. I think I will try it, but of course after I talk to Audrey. I’m so sick of starting my day off with the frustration that I wanted to be at work at 7 a.m. but I look at the clock right before I leave and it is 7:23.

That website has several other great articles on productivity, and are great reads.

-Nathan

Hey All-

So I have been getting some questions about why haven’t we updated our blog in forever, and of course questions about that whole month when the blog didn’t exist.

So here is an update on what happened during that time frame.

The lack of blogging started as we were getting ready to move into Nate and Val’s house back in April. We were so extremely busy that we didn’t have the time to do anythign but pack and move. At that time the server had to be moved, which is why there was a redirect to my buddies website notifying readers that the blog was down. When I got to the new location my server had some hardware issues, and would not get back onto the internet, thus starting the two month hiatus of nathanandaudrey.com. A couple of weeks ago I got the blog back up on the net and this is my first entry since then.

Life has been extremely hectic for the last few months. We have been working hard on selling our corolla and getting our living situation figured out for Urbana-Champaign.

An update on where things are currently at:

• We have found a place in Champaign about 4.8 miles away from the building I will be working in. Audrey and I have signed the lease and are now just waiting to move. The official move date is July 25th.
• I will be starting an R.A. position working with Professor William Sanders. The proposed start date is July 29th.
• We are currently trying to sell the corolla. If you want to buy or take a look at it contact me. I have a craigslist posting for it, but I need to create a new one, because last week right after performing the initial posting I got into a minor fender bender. GREAT! Things always work out so well. What can you do though? Just press into the heart of God and find some peace.

Other than that things are going as normal. Oh, one more thing. I will be a guest speaker at UNM ECE building on June 29th at 1:30. I will be presenting on the IEEE 11073 standard and some work that our group at UNM has been performing over the past few months. If you would like to attend send me a comment and I will get you the exact information.

Thanks for reading! I hope you are having a wonderful day!

-Nathan

Today I found some awesome blackberry apps. They are amazing! Pretty cool stuff. I also found a new blackberry blog that I will be following: http://blackberryrocks.com/

And the applications are…

Vlingo

The Vlingo website states:

Using innovative speech recognition technology, vlingo delivers a single voice interface that can work with any mobile application without training or other constraints. With vlingo access to your mobile internet applications is no longer held hostage by twelve tiny keys.

Vlingo is a sweet application that allows the usage of voice commands to perform several different tasks. Among these tasks include sending an email, send a tweet to twitter, update facebook status, make a call, google search, and several others. This is done by holding down the activation key and saying what you want to send. Visit http://www.vlingo.com/vbb-using_tasks.jsp#Raa57457 to view the available tasks that you can perform on the Blackberry. I think this is a really cool app because it interfaces with so many applications. Additionally, it uses some type of learning mechanism to better understand your voice. Meaning that at the start Vlingo  doesn’t get everything right, but it improves the more you use it.

Pandora

Yes yes yes! It is Pandora the amazing internet radio station. I love Pandora. I need to write up a comparison between Pandora and last.fm, but for now this is just a description about Pandora  on Blackberry because last.fm is not available yet.

I love that Pandora is available on the Blackberry because I don’t have a memory card, which leaves my music options limited. Pandora fills the music void by providing well selected music.

Visit to download: http://pandora.com/blackberry

Blackberry App World

For easy installation of new applications: http://na.blackberry.com/eng/services/appworld/?

I used this to install most of the applications on this page.

reQall

I haven’t used this one too much yet, but am currently testing it out. As the website puts it: http://www.reqall.com/about/reqall_bb

reQall for BlackBerry is a free, downloadable application that makes your BlackBerry the true hub of your digital life. reQall captures tasks and ideas using your voice, automatically organizes your information, integrates with your Outlook or Google Calendar, shares reminders with others and provides proactive memory assistance via the revolutionary reQall Memory Jogger.

It should be really cool.

After using this for a little bit the voice note taking does not work because you must have a memory card to use it, and I don’t have a card.

BuzzMe

This is a simple app that allows for simultaneous vibration and ringing on the phone. Download on phone here: http://www.bigtincan.com/misc/BuzzMe.jad

Buzz me FAQ: http://www.bigtincan.com/misc/BuzzMeFAQ.html

From what I can tell this should just work by default once installed.

Viigo

This is a sweet RSS reader and much more. After doing a lot of research this is one of the must have apps for all new Blackberry users.

Download and Info: http://viigo.com/home

myPoynt

This is a cool application that searches for businesses, theatres/movies, and other location aware places around you.

Download: http://m.mypoynt.com

Played with this one for just a little bit, but it is great! Really cool awesome application.

Well that concludes my list of newly experienced Blackberry applications. I will hope to write some reviews on these applications as I use them on a day to day basis.

–nathan